Welcome to my world:)

I'm outside, having you at a visit, my ex, my best friend,
which I no more love the same way as I once did.
You still want me back, I know it so well. My friend,
I can feel your emotions, I can hear your voice,
even when we are apart,
and I can't handle such a relationship.
Would be too tuff for me to handle,
even if I were to grant you your wish.
You say your love would be enough for both of us,
as you know so well I can feel the things you feel.

But I'm telling you I'm sorry over and over aga… Fortsett

I made a huuuuge mistake. I got attracted to a psychic/energetic vampire (who propably doesn't even do this conciously) because of my stupid curiousity! I knew this guy was bad for me, but I went out with him anyways because i wanted to find out what was so special energeticly about him. And now he is sucking me dry of life-force energy! Or whatever unconditional love I is I beam out which was propably what attracted him so much in the first place. And I've tried for a loong time to make this st… Fortsett

I am like a boat sailing on the sea
In the storms so strong I can barely keep up
I am afraid I will smash to peaces
To drown and sink into the deep
Into the deep sea of emotion
Of other peoples emotions

I try so hard to stear away
Away from the waves that hit so hard
The wave that makes me feel
Whatever others just felt inside
They hit me. Nausia here,
Headacke there, Sorrow..

Suddenly I realize something
My eyes are now seeing two worlds at once
I, the boat, is no longer in a storm
But the se… Fortsett

How did it end up like that
How did our energies get so mixed and messed up?
Whatever you felt, I felt
Whatever you thought, I thought
I ended up confused as to, who was I?
Who were thinking the line first?
Through whatever distance
I would still hear your voices cry
I would still feel that hole in your heart
Your emptiness..

And you are addicted to me
You want me so you no longer feel
that emptyness inside of you

But I cannot be that person for you
It would be too wrong

And still I can't fin… Fortsett

På torsdag hadde jeg en spennende kveld ute på byen.. Før jeg dro ut brukte jeg en times tid for å sentrere og jorde meg, og for en effekt det hadde på meg energetisk da jeg var ute! Jeg skjønner nå hvor viktig jording er for en som er så sensitiv til energier.. Eneste er at det krever så utrolig mye tid.. Men hvertfall, da vi satt der (vi var på en pub som hadde konsert i etasjen over, derfor var det veldig mye folk der da) jeg kjente så mye energi! Normalt blir jeg påvirket på en helt annen må… Fortsett